Reaching out to you...if you want to be reached....

This is for you...because somewhere in the world I live in, I know you live too. Lost from everything, and yet hopefully found, I shall wait. God keep you, for God loves you...as do I...

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

A short update.

Life is life. I am here at work and it seems as though filling the day does only one thing. It fills the day. I guess the next thing to do is decide with what to fill it with. Family, friends, movies, parks, sports, card games, video games, and anything else that might seem like a good thing. Is that what it is that makes us who we are? What we fill our day with...? Or is it what our day fills us with? Is there a difference?

I work for American Family Insurance as a second job, and it is all well and good. But I fear it will not last long. Office may very well be closing soon, and I am not sure the insurance industry is for me...My father as well says I sholdn't get involved with it.

I am told it can be a good gig if I can make it independant. But to make any kind of decent income as an agent, one must have approx 3500 policies under you as an agent. The two agents I work with currently, one has been here for 11 years and he only has approx 1800 policies, and the other only has about 1900...both of which are just over half of what you need to make a decent living as an insurance agent.

I know everything isn't about the money...but there are times when the money has to be a priority right? When for a short while, it IS about the money...to make enough to pay bills, save, invest, or just....live.....or just love.

I will keep in with this gig until the opportunity runs short of value and then I also have D1. Hopefully it will be able to save me as well. Good times hard times. It is all for learning and experience.

I miss this place...

Thursday, March 24, 2011

...reflecting....

This is to the times, when mighty Hidalgo rolled the high hills and slopes of the rocky mountains; when he bore cargo that would spawn lasting memories of music, warmth, dance, and sentiment; and how he would carry the life, and save the life of a man who's memories would become his future...both because of his past, and therefore invested in his future.

Thank you my dear Hidalgo, for bringing me cherished memories of which will never be forgotten, and keeping me in a state of true life, so I could create new memories as well.

God be with you Hidalgo, where ever you find your life now...

Thank you B....for everything, and I mean, everything :) ~J~

Radiance, Oel ngáti kámeie

Love, Me

Vir Fusc ven Dreacis

Sa'ia far'dwen de quel