I have seen the bottom of the ocean and have felt the freedom of the birds. I have touched the rays of the sun and felt the bite of the bitter cold. I have been to heaven and hell in the same day and have felt both good and evil at the same time.
To be able to feel the movement of the ocean, and the flight of the birds; The warmth of the suns rays and the bitterness of cold. To feel the embrace of heaven and the darkness of hell and to have two opposite feelings at the same time...
Its a great feeling...yet a feeling of emptiness. A feeling of ripping out my heart yet filling my life with love. The feeling is un-describable but full of detail, bland and distasteful and so full of kindled appetite for more...
To love someone you hate and to hate someone you love... To admire someone you don't know, and despise the person you know best. To sacrifice all that you've acquired and to keep all that you haven't...and to be torn between love and hate, confused at which one is which...
To love the color of red yet prefer the color black, and become the center of attention and find that in it, you have no friends. To leave one stage of life behind, Just to hate the stage you are now entering, and to become an adult while you grow as a child.
These are the feelings to which every person must face. Child, teenager, young adult, or mature adult. Every person looks into the face of time and see's the distressing and yet satisfying times of life. The moments that appear to be the worst, where-in you are lost...you gain an elegant understanding...for it is within your lost state, thatyYou begin to hate life in that very moment. Confounding it is, that you long to return to that stage of life once its past...
These are the feelings that bring out the depth and the best in us; and these are the feelings that we must grow to face and learn to love...
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
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