Reaching out to you...if you want to be reached....

This is for you...because somewhere in the world I live in, I know you live too. Lost from everything, and yet hopefully found, I shall wait. God keep you, for God loves you...as do I...

Saturday, November 28, 2009

The Future...

If you knew that your future would effect someone else's future, would you tell that other person, or just let the chips lay where they fall?

Who wants a go with this one? Interesting as it is, that this question is on my mind...

Most people think time is like a river, flowing swift and sure in one direction. But I can tell you they are wrong. Time is an ocean in a storm...and we are the elements...

If you behold the ocean in its tranquil and serene state, it is vast, deep, cold and possessive, and most important full of life. Within the depths of waters you will find that the serenity remains, and the tranquility of life is sustained. But above, the face of the deep is tossed and thrown according to the elements.

Time, the future, is then disrupted by the elements of the storm.

If we as elements of the storm can effect the ocean, one must ask: Why? If we knew what we could do, and the effects of those actions, would we really do them?

If I were the traffic light controlling the flow of traffic, am I really controlling it? Or am I just hoping to control it? It is established in place to maintain order...but someone, anyone can disrupt it at any time, making residual effects in front, and behind.

Time in the ocean is the same...would I act knowing that those deeds would effect the future pools of those around me...

...my heart says yes...

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Jeez!

Jack...buddy, you really are gonna make someone kill over, and it might be me... I just hope you are doing well, and that you really do take it easy for a little while so we all don't have heart burn or anything.

Know that I am looking out for you buddy!

Love ya~

...me...

Thursday, November 12, 2009

12 November 2009

I am here, getting ready to start the winter season. The old team, and those interested in becoming part of the new winter team will be here right after school to make the recruiting posters and advertisements to hang around the school. I have finally completed the rendition of mixed themes and music that I will be using to write the new show, and it is, as far as my opinion is concerned, amazing.

"Now we are free"

This is the name of the show, and the musical themes are those of the Gladiator soundtrack. The idea is to portray through flag and rifle movement, the story of Maximus Decimus Meridius. General, Father, Husband...slave. Taken after his family were murdered and crucified alive, to become a slave sold into the provinces of the roman empire.

The themes articulate the moments in his life that make the story of such epic caliber. Each changing musical theme will illustrate a different part of his story, taking him from military power, stripped and left with nothing as a slave, then to the arena where he then brought the might of rome to its knees through the defiant acts as an arena gladiator.

His story then becomes that of true "Strength and Honor".

Strength and Honor

To know what that means, is seemingly beyond me...to possess true knowledge of our bodies, and in everything we know in our hearts to be the worth of integrity, and then to be able to manifest all to those with whom we associate, is how honor is acquired and maintained.

I listen to the musical show which I have now created, and I see so much. I hear so much. I feel so much. And yet it is truly interesting, that to behold what I do, to witness the effects of my hopes, they lie in a simple act of 'checking in'.

I want you to see the show...I wish you could be here, to share with you what I love... only time will tell, what will become.

God Bless

Fel

Monday, November 9, 2009

Hey buddy...

....Jack! What are you doing buddy? Giving people a heart attack??? Man, it is pretty demanding of the heart beat when you go and do things like involve yourself in the need to have stitches....!!! j/k, You are still my buddy, and you always will be.

I just didn't know that I could comment on your blog buddy...I wasn't sure if that was kosher...but if it is, I could be commenting on your blog a lot more than you might like...

Just know that there is always a check in. I am sorry if it has been a while, tour, and competitions, and such...I am always eager to hear as much as is possible, and yes, I do read. I really do...

God bless, and God speed...

as we all have the need.

...me...

Checking in, November 9...

We got back from our tour form marching band and needless to say, we did quite well. First over all in our division, along with the outstanding musical performance caption. Had we competed up a class our points would have set us at second in 3A(class above us), and second in 4A(two classes above us) as well.

The trip was amazing. I did something with my girls that i wish I had done long ago. I experimented with a method to get them in the right frame of mentality...to have fun while on the field. I will not disclose all the details of the method, but know that it was by far the best performance that they have had all season, and the method proved extremely effective. I shall implement it more often in the seasons to come.

I am well...

All is well...

I love you~

God Bless

Fel~

Monday, November 2, 2009

Checking in, November 2 2009

A good day! Much more beautiful than many of the other days have been for the last several weeks. I can't believe how nice it has been...another thing that is simply beautiful.

Other news of considerable nature...my grandfather passed away last week. It was a bit sudden, but also more expected than not. He was a great man, and more man than most men who have lived in this world.

He worked until his body quit on him. When he was not working, which was seldom, he was at the temple doing the work of the Lord. When he retired, he never really retired. Every day he would walk the several blocks to the temple where he would perform ordinances all day long, as long as he could.

A true man of God, and a true man of the family.

God and family, in that order, is how his life was structured. He knew that the only way to sustain his family in the ways of God, was to serve God as best he could, and let God sustain his family as best he knew how.

We loved him dearly.

I however, am not able to attend the services. My two sisters and I will be staying in utah, as everyone else will be heading to hawaii for the services. He will be greatly missed, but he is also greatly needed where he is going.

God Bless and God speed...

Me