at current....circles....

I feel like I am kinda running in circles....not sure why, not sure where these circles are taking place that I am apparently running around in. More interesting and possibly even funnier than anything else about it....is that for some reason I just want to keep running...

Perhaps if I keep running, I may find an outlet in these circles. But then what is on the outside of the circles? I know what is inside the circle - the level of comfort that tells me everything inside is going to be ok; A field of vision that tells me everything outside of the circle is there to test my faith and belief.

But what do I believe?

I speak not of the religious beliefs that govern the life I live, but rather, belief itself in the life I live. The decisions are mine. The consequences of such decisions are mine. The directions I am moving are mine. But to what end? I love....I truly love. It is not often, but when it is, it is deeply convicted...

Is this love a belief? Is it a knowledge? Is it an act of faith? All I know, is that it is love...and it is only love as far as I can understand it...which in most cases is only as far as I can see. Inside the circle, I see it clearly. Outside of the circle, I only pray it is there and willing to come inside, granted all elements are in order for it to do so...

I must be crazy....I speak of these things as if it will make a difference. It won't, at least not now...but i speak in hopes, nonetheless....