This place called....space....

Life it seems is not without a sense of humor, irony, and of course.....hope. This page illustrates the one thing that everyone seems to look for, but few of us ever find...Peace. "Life is nothing, until life is love", is the motto I have chosen to live my life by. I cannot explain how much I feel like life has taken me on this humorous journey accompanied only by an akward sense of irony. You may ask "what irony?" to which I answer. Irony seems to be the conquest against me. I fight my way through its deamons of mind, and depths of darkness in the unknown regions of my heart. In this battle that seems almost endless with each day, only because I cannot see the outcome...I turn and look into the light that I have given to the boundaries of my soul and then I see it. Space....so much space that I have explored, and re-explored and tried to know, and learn, and understand. I seek the the knowledge that comes from so much space and yet I find nothing but emptiness. Experience that should map out places that I thought I had been, and yet nothing. I tune out the noise from the world to try and find a quiet wind that would speak to me, but hear only stillness. In the dire moment of despair I think to recall the element of life, that creates everything that should be in that space...I see it.......I smile....I then collect the happiness that emits from it.....portray the memories I have in it....cry joy because of it........and then, in a moment it all disappears when I am asked for the only thing that is already there. space.... I wake up and find myself alone, wrapped in a blanket of that thing which I am left with....space. I laugh at myself because I lay there and wait, with nothing but hope in my heart that this space may dissipate, and be filled with that element. I then look at the face of time as it speaks to me with a clever little grin; "I control the movement of love in your life, because I control the duration of it" And with all the hope of my life, I simply smile back and say, "I control the duration of time, because I control the element of my love, in this life." In this space, I have seen how time can be controlled, and set at naught by the element of creation. And thus life is nothing, because it cannot be anything without the element that created it.....love. "Life is nothing, until life is love". And so it is with this statement, that I find it. Peace....And as usual, it came with it's life long and lasting friends; "humor" and "irony". Cause only when you play with his friends, "humor" and "irony", and learn to understand thier relationship as it is intertwined with you and your life will you see and walk the path that takes you to it. Peace comes with understanding, and understanding comes only through time. Unfortunatley, time posesses everything else we need to communicate...and as I said before, time can only be controlled when it is embraced by love....and finally, life is yours because of love.